Thursday, September 19, 2013

Salad

Yes, its been a while ... but I have been writing, ... I finally finished something, though its short, right around 2500 words. Eventually, I have a feeling it will find its way into a longer work. 
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Salad

Light barely tipped the Eastern sky when Dair leaned over and kissed Kyla good-bye. He hated leaving this early without burying himself in her tight body, but the call had come for him to report, and his boss was not a patient person. 

Even chasing down a skip on foot for 15 blocks had not totally cleared his mind of what he had left in bed that morning and what he hoped to be returning to that evening. Granted, when the shitforbrains decided that turning and firing on him was a smart thing, Dair had gotten his head back in the game fast enough. It would not do to go home with extra ventilation … or not make it home at all just because he couldn’t keep his dick in his pants mentally.

As it was, the skip was now back in jail and not going anywhere anytime soon, and Dair was more than glad the day was over … and after only 15 hours. He might actually get home before Kyla was asleep.

   He walked in the door and heard the stereo blasting from the bedroom. She must be in the bath. Hmm … no dinner on the stove, but there was something written on the whiteboard by the refrigerator.

            Hey Hon,

          Didn’t know what time you’d be home but there is a
 salad in the fridge.

          I’m in the tub if you’d care to join me.                                                                             
                                                                                      K.

Salad?? When the hell had she ever known him to eat a salad?? He shook his head and didn’t even bother to open the fridge. Instead, he swiped a hand across the note, erasing most of it, and contemplated her invitation to join her in the bath.  He could easily picture her long strawberry blonde hair haphazardly pinned up while bubbles frothed in the jetted tub, hiding her body … or just partially doing so, allowing her nipples to break through the bubbles.

He felt his body stir at the thought, and found himself in a sudden state of semi erection and discomfort in his jeans. He removed his boots and put them on the shelf in the mudroom, then made his way to the bedroom, pulling his shirt over his head and undoing the button fly of his jeans. As he got deeper in the room, he could indeed hear the jets going from the bathroom. He placed his gun in his nightstand drawer and then crossed the room to the closed door.

Dair opened the door with the image he had conjured in the kitchen still in his head, but that wasn’t what greeted him in reality. He was honestly thankful for the doorframe because though his cock was now fully hard and straining the confines of his jeans, his knees actually went a bit weak.

Kyla was in the tub but instead of being laid back relaxing in bubbles, as he’d pictured, she was instead turned sideways, both her legs thrown over the side of the tub right at one of the jets, her head thrown back against the other side of the tub and it was more than obvious she had started without him.  Since she apparently didn’t notice the door open, he folded his arms across his chest, and as soon as his knees felt a bit more solid, he adopted a slightly slouched nonchalant pose against the doorframe.

“Would you like some help or should I just wander back out and allow you to finish?” he drawled with a smirk.

Kyla’s eyes popped open at his words, and even across the room he could see that there was just a bare ring of turquoise blue surrounding her pupils.  She gasped and actually scooted back a bit away from the jet nozzle.

“Dair …” she seemed at a loss for words.

“Oh please, don’t let me stop you. If you want to finish getting yourself off, I’m more than happy to enjoy the show and wait my turn.”

He saw her eyes drop to where his cock was framed in the fly of his jeans, and he couldn’t resist lowering his hand to stroke his cock, and grinned when he saw her teeth clamp down on her bottom lip as she whimpered a bit.

“Please …” was the only word she uttered.

He grinned again and shucked his pants, then stepped up to the tub and popped the drain to keep it from overflowing as he grabbed her feet and spun her, then lowered himself in behind her, sinking down and sliding his thighs on either side of her. Kyla leaned back against his chest and tucked her head under his chin. Dair bracketed his arms around hers, effectively pinning her against him as he teased her nipples, rolling them between thumb and forefinger then plucking them, Within moments, she was writhing in his arms, so feeling devilish he stopped , and rested his hands on her stomach, still keeping her arms restricted.

“We need to talk about something first.” He whispered in her ear, smirking.

“Talk?” she responded breathlessly.

“Yes, specifically, what the fuck am I going to do with a salad?”

She grinned at his question and tipped her face up toward him, “Well thats what I felt like eating tonight.”

“Un huh, and then what do you propose I eat?” he nipped her ear, and blew into it a bit; something he knew drove her insane.

She shuddered then tilted her face up to kiss the underside of his jaw, “Me, of course.”

Dair thread his fingers in her hair, dragging her mouth to his in a hard kiss, his tongue immediately taking control, sliding against hers, forcing her mouth open wider, his hand in her hair tilting her head just where he wanted it.

Without breaking the kiss he pulled her up so she was kneeling, her thighs on either side of his. He tightened his grip on her waist and lifted her to sit on the wide edge of the tub. Kyla leaned back against the wall as Dair moved his mouth to her nipples. He rolled one between his lips then bit down lightly with his teeth until it was pebbled and swollen before moving to the other and gifting it with the same attention.  Kyla dug her fingers into his hair, moaning as he slid one finger lightly over her stomach and freshly waxed mound brushing her clit before sliding inside her.

“Just how I like my dinner … hot, juicy, and moaning,” he murmured against her skin as his mouth began following the path of his finger. Kyla’s knees raised to hook over his shoulders as his head dipped lower, his tongue tracing her slick folds before parting them to tease the tight little nub hidden there. Kyla went off like a rocket, her orgasm jerking her body as Dair continued his torture. Just as she felt herself floating down, he sucked her clit into his mouth, biting lightly sending her into a second one, and she felt his tongue dipping inside her, lapping at her juices like a cat with cream, before dipping deeper, his nose now pressed against her clit, keeping her flying. She came down slowly, and just when she thought she had some ounce of control his fingers replaced his tongue, and she groaned reveling in how he knew just how to play her body.

Kyla opened her eyes and happened to catch sight of the two of them in the mirror at the front of the tub. The picture they made, his head between her legs, two fingers pumping slowly in and out of her, crooking at just that spot, sent her over the edge screaming again.
Dair chuckled as she floated back to Earth a third time and removed his fingers, leaning back to wait until she looked at him. When her eyes finally opened and met his, he brushed her lips with the two fingers that had been inside her then slid them into her mouth.

“See how amazing you taste? Is it any wonder I could live between your thighs?” he asked with a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Now that the appetizer is out of the way, I’m ready for the main course.” He continued, sliding his hands beneath her ass and lifting her.

 Kyla wrapped her arms around his shoulders and then gasped as she wrapped her legs around his waist and felt his erection brush against her over sensitized clit.

Dair chuckled again at her writhing in his arms. “Hold on sweetheart, just a few steps” he murmured against her throat as he stepped out of the tub letting water run off them onto the mat.

 She wasn’t making it easy to get all the way to their bed. As it was, his cock felt like it was seconds from going off like a teenager making out with his first girl.

Dair turned them and braced her against the wall, lifting her to take him. Kyla’s mouth found his, her tongue delving in deep giving him another taste of her and just making him throb harder. He felt her hand slide between their bodies and encircle his dick. He thought he was going to lose it, but he fought back the urge as she angled him so that the tip was just barely inside her. He pulled away from the kiss to watch her as he slowly lowered her onto his shaft, not stopping until he was balls deep in her hot wet sheath. He held there, feeling the walls of her pussy ripple and stretch to accommodate him. Kyla’s heels dug into his ass trying to move, to create the friction they both wanted and needed, but he held her pinned against the wall, letting her feel all of him inside her.

She threw her head back moaning, “Deep … so deep. My toes are tingling.”

Dair chuckled. “By the time we’re done your toes won’t be the only thing tingling,” and pulled almost totally out and then quickly plunged in tight again to emphasize his point.

Kyla’s fingers dug into his arms, her nails biting his skin, sending shimmers of pleasure through him, even as he began a slow measured rhythm in and out of her, always pausing deep within to feel her tighten and pulse around him. He knew this would drive her insane, and she was soon begging for release. Knowing her body as he did, Dair knew he could give her this and then begin the torturous build all over with her. Skimming one hand down the side of her body, he reached between them and angled out just enough to press a finger to her clit as he thrust into her hard and fast, and felt her orgasm clench around him even before her cries turned desperate then dwindled to soft moans. Kyla leaned forward, running her tongue along his collarbone, and rested her head in the crook of his neck.

“Hold on “ he said as he pulled her in tighter, his arms cradling her ass, as he walked them into the bedroom.  He paused deciding his next move then lifted her slowly off him and set her on her feet. Kyla protested the loss of him, but he turned her and bent her over the edge of the bed.

“Spread your legs, angel” he said then moved between her thighs, kneeling to lick her outer folds where the wetness had seeped and run onto her inner thighs. Kyla moaned, and he saw her grasp at the sheets, her hands fisting as her hips twitched under his mouth. Dair stood and guided his dick to her opening. He licked a slow path up her spine as he glided back into her pussy, so that he reached the base of her neck just as his cock was fully seated inside her. She moaned and pushed against him, but he splayed one hand on her hip and the other on the center of her back, holding her still as he began his slow invasion of her body once again.

The rhythmic thrusts soon had her squirming again and he felt her orgasm slam into her as she screamed his name. Feeling his control shaking, he pulled out at the peak of her orgasm and quickly dropped to bury his face in her wetness. Dair wrapped his hands around her thighs, fucking her with hard jabs of his tongue, then licking and sucking her clit until she was pushed over again, the orgasm overlapping the first. He felt her knees buckle, and he softened his assault, placing nips and kisses along her cheeks and the backs of her thighs.

Once she was steady again, Dair pulled her up to standing, then turned her around kissing her deeply as he lowered her back onto the bed. He braced one knee on the mattress as he laid her down, pushing one of her knees up to her chest, the other leg wrapped around his thigh as he entered her. Using their entwined fingers to pin her down, he pistoned into her hard and fast, even as she arched her back and rolled her hips trying to take him deeper. Her moans quickly turned into breathy screams, her inner walls squeezing around his cock until he couldn’t hold off any longer. He felt the tingles at the base of his spine, his thrusts becoming jagged and out of control as the sensations shot through his balls and exploded, sending him into a free falling orgasm. As it took him, he threw his head back for a moment, growling his release.  His growl flowed into a grown, and he slid his hands from her, to brace on his elbows as he collapsed forward to bury his face in Kyla’s shoulder, biting lightly on her neck, feeling the fresh flutters from her as they both came back to reality. After a few more moments, he rolled to the side, pulling her with him, so that her head rested on his shoulder, her body half covering his. Their bodies cooled as their breathing returned to something resembling normal.

“I should make salad more often,” Kyla murmured as she drifted off.

Dair felt himself floating also and just let it go, allowing his body to recover.  Sometime in those moments of shimmery dreams, Kyla dragged the sheet up to cover them and Dair wrapped her more tightly in his arms.

He woke several hours later, still wrapped in her, her breathing soft and sated. The bathroom light was still on, so Dair carefully disentangled himself from Kyla to shut it off. She woke as he was sliding back under the covers, and immediately twined herself back around him.  Once they were settled again, Dair tapped Kyla on the top of her head to get her attention. She turned slightly so that her forearm was on his chest and her chin resting on it. She lifted one eyebrow in question.



“Salad?”

Friday, September 6, 2013

Beat ... and yeah I missed yesterday

Worked the lodge tonight ... We prepped, cooked, served, and cleaned up after 56 steak dinners ... no dishwasher mind you. We were 2 people short so there were 3 of us prepping cooking serving and washing and 1 at the bar. Made for a busy night. Then I delivered plates to Tip at work. I'm beat but I wanted to at least get something down before I hit the shower because I may simply hit my pillow after that. Tomorrow is Collard Fest ... and Chris is on nights again ... so a bit of Scotch might be in order. It isn't every night that I get to have anything to drink. Not that I'm a big drinker, but when the instances are so limited, well ... so I'm off for a shower since I smell like I was one of the steaks on the grill.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Never put off til the end of the day ...

Here I am 15 minutes from the end of the day and just getting to this. Maybe I shouldn't just throw something up to get my daily blog in but such is life.

I've been working on character development tonight .. on index cards. I also want to do this for the rough plot and sequence of the book. I have to break up this huge thing in my head (or rather several large things in my head) into smaller more manageable sections. Maybe this way I can make some sense of the static and constant running monologue in my head. Then hopefully I can fit everything together so its a real book. I have to do this ... there are so many stories stuck inside me, begging to be freed, to be told, I have to honor that.

I suck at schedules, I suck at long projects ... but I need this. My family needs this. I can't let the negatives of ADHD and OCD overpower the positives. 

and right now ... I need sleep

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Life is a war ... with ourselves

Life is throwing me against a wall ... 
decisions of the past threaten to be my downfall.
Darkness looms waiting for my fail ...
 I'm headfirst toward the flames hanging over the rai.l
My reflection is bleeding and blurred but no stranger ...
 the child of my past hurt, lost and in danger.
I'm the only one who can save me ... 
I am not physically bound, yet never have I felt less free
I must purge the demons that live inside ... 
no longer can I run, I've nowhere left to hide. 
I have to make this happen, I must make it right...
Nothing good ever comes without first the fight
Please give me the strength, show me the way ... 
as I turn to face my future and walk into the fray

"Wait, it's just about to break, its more than I can take,
Everything's about to change,

I feel it in my veins, its not going away,
Everything's about to change.

It creeps in like a thief in the night,
Without a sign, without a warning,
There's a war going on inside of me tonight"

http://youtu.be/HdnTSXUWd3E

Sunday, September 1, 2013

The life and times of parents and traveling children

Oh Sunday Morning ... 

 My daughter has NEVER had a sense of direction (I


have the scars to prove it), but at this point in her life she SERIOUSLY 


needs to invest in a navigation system. She has friends on 6 out of 8 


military bases in NC and hits a different one nearly every weekend, 


depending on who is on which base and for how long. Thursday it was 


New River, then yesterday she was headed to SJ, which is only an hour 


away. She calls me this morning ....


Me: Hey baby you on your way home?


Tip: Yeah, but can you tell me how to get home the back way if I make 


it to Farmville?


Me: Umm ok, but where are you now and how have you gotten lost on an


 all 4 lane highway and ended up near Farmville?


TIP: I don't know I miss one of my turns


Me: ok where are you now?


TIP: On a bridge


Me: ok, which bridge? What road? highway markers? anything?


TIP: I don't know I'm just on a bridge in the middle of woods. Can you


 get me home?


Me: ~facepalm~


TIP: OH WAIT! There's a sign for 264. I'll just take it 

So now I'm here wondering if she's just going to pull up or if my phone will


 be ringing again with her announcing she's somehow on her way to


 Raleigh. *sigh* I'm requesting that someone gives her a nav system for 


Christmas. Granted she will probably want it to match the rest of her 


car... 

shiny black 35th anniversary Mustang with hot pink trim, a Swarovski Crystal pony emblem in the grille, hot pink John Deere sticker on the back glass, mirrored John Deere vanity plate, and pink camo seat covers. Guess I'll have to find a camo nav system cover or something LOL

Saturday, August 31, 2013

When what should be comfort is part of the nightmare

Why is it that when I wake from nightmares with tendrils of cigarette smoke and stale beer still sinuously curling in my head that C feels the need to also wake up and get in my face, also smelling like cig smoke and stale beer? How is this supposed to comfort me, to chase away the demons? It doesn't ... and it doesn't help when he decides he's now awake too and sits and stares at me as I try in some convoluted way to purge my brain of those demons that still have easy access to my sleeping head. 

This morning the lyrics of an old country song are flitting through 

Digging up bones
I'm digging up bones
Exhuming things that's better left alone
I'm resurrecting memories that are better dead and gone
but tonight I'm sitting alone digging up bones

actually I'm pretty sure those are paraphrased or altered at some points but yeah, you get my drift ... and now with an audience my brain shuts down. Odd that I don't seem to be able to write unless I'm alone in the house or unless I'm the only person awake in the house ... but maybe not odd ... I need I deserve privacy and I have none here

Friday, August 30, 2013

Kidnapped by Pirates ...

ok so I missed yesterday. I have a really good excuse. I got kidnapped by pirates and was being held captive aboard the ship The Black Joke, captained by Rand Morgan.  Think I've gone off the deep end? Naah... I simply had a random thought that from probably my favorite book of all time skitter through my head and I was powerless to resist the call. 

It started innocently enough. I decided to reread Crooked Fang by Carrie Clevenger so I could go play with my TDT (tall dark and toothy) friend, Xan. I have a severe crush on him that I feed through Twitter, and it just seemed like the thing to do. After a couple of chapters I decided to send him and his maker a shout out on Twitter letting them know and the phrase that came to mind was that I was going to grub around in his pia mater. It was all downhill from there because that phrase is from a scene in The Windflower. After I saw the tweet it brought to mind the other book, and I couldn't help but go to that scene ... The next thing I know I'm paging back and being dunked in the sea by Cat and hauled onto a Pirate ship ... not that I fought it too much :D

The Windflower is a book by Sharon and Tom Curtis writing as Laura London. This is probably my favorite book of all time. I've read it literally more than a hundred times since I got it when I was 14 or so. At this point in life this book is simply comfort for me. 

Have you ever read a book and it just hit something inside you so that it totally stuck with you and you find yourself going back to it like an old friend that you seek out when you need comfort, need to reconnect with where you started, or just need to relax and recharge? This is my book. Thankfully I ran up on it in ebook form because my severely tattered paperback copy has been rebound and glued so many times now I'm nearly afraid to open it.

I needed to step away from life for a bit so I allowed myself to be taken. It doesn't matter how many times I read this book I still find myself drawn to it, needing it like a comfy cuddly sweater that you automatically reach for when the weather gets chilly. It may no longer be fashionable but you could really care less because it is what you need at the time. 

Oddly enough, though I adore Devon and Merry, my heart was captured and is still held by Cat. For the most part he is a hard hearted, no bones about it, icicle souled pirate. Until Merry ... then he finds himself in the unenviable position as a captor's assistant/foster parent/Dear Abby for the girl who is more naive about the world and how men and women relate in it than most 10 yr olds. She humanizes him, thaws his soul, and softens his heart. To my mind he's also sexy as hell. 

My other favorite was Raven. He could be just as hard as Cat but his nature is different. He is like the best friend/hot younger brother of best friend that every girl needs. Fiercely loyal to Merry, you can just see that when some woman does catch his eye and his heart, he will move Heaven and Earth to see to her happiness. 

This book is just so sweet and innocent in its way, and especially since I have been battling an ear infection this week, I needed something comfortable and sweet. 
I still think its a crying shame that Cat never got his own book. He more than deserves it.

Now, as soon as I can escape from Regency London, I really must get back to Xan ... that vamp is worth purring over. ;)